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I'm a bit like Deek. No matter what I love watching my team Live just we don't get to do it enough. I attend eleven matches this year and must say our 'Top Six' highlights were as follows; 1. Scott McKenna's Kilmarnock piledriver. 2. Graeme Shinnie's Cypriot curler. 3. Stevie May's second against Dundee was a very emotional moment for me as I hugged older bloke next to me for about three or four minutes afterwards. I've not really felt emotional engagement with our team for a very long time but in that split second it returned but for a fleeting moment. Nothing against the lads I think it probably has more to do with what has been going on in one's private life and that goal just reminded me how important the team are to yours truly when chips are down. 4. Never get tired of watching a 1-0 victory and an Adam Rooney winner like between Christmas and New Year versus Partick Thistle. 5. Saw two hat-trick's too. Adam Rooney (St.Johnstone) and Gary Mackay-Steven (Hibernian) which must be a first for me. 6. Meeting such a polite young man in Ryan Christie on second floor of Union Square Shopping Centre morning after he scored opener against Siroki Brijeg.

Hoping to be at our opening home European match in July one's first game since Kilmarnock 3-1 win. Trying to use it as a focus for my recovery still very much up and down at present moment.

Is Greg Tansey fitting back into the fold??

Sally Magnusson on BBC Scotland News Bulletin has just called 'Consi' Colin!!!!!

I see if Celtic do the business next weekend the boys will get an extra two weeks off in preparation for our European exploits.

They are saying Celtic only beat us by nine points with the three victories over yours truly from earlier in said season!!!

Does everybody agree with the four main winners??? Scott McKenna 'Player of the Year'. Scott McKenna 'Young Player of the Year'. Kenny McLean "Player's Player of the Year". Scott McKenna 'Goal of the Season' at Home to Kilmarnock.

I'm quite startled by that 104 year old Australian man David Goodall who has decided he has had enough of life and passed away in Switzerland earlier today. Apart from failing eyesight it seems there wasn't much more wrong with him.

I have found this amazing video which does help me with our stressful time lately. Is it real..computer generated or a bit of both??

More to the point are we definitely getting this 2nd Round Europa League qualifier in Lancashire?!?!

Even if Hibernian get three points tomorrow evening and go level with Rangers and a point behind us surely they wouldn't play for a draw at Easter Road Sunday afternoon knowing we're more than likely losing at Parkhead?!?! Put £15 on Kenny McLean (14/5) for an Anytime Scorer so happy enough with my lot tonight.

I'm quite glad our campaign is over later this week. Been a long season for me. Not much to get all that excited about.

A little update guys and gals. My Neurologist Dr Connor who I saw yesterday thinks the last few months have been down to a bout of depression. I've got some Counselling on Tuesday morning we arranged off one's own back as any NHS help is through a ten month waiting list!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ory04vC33Tk&feature=share These type of videos from a certain Prince Mccal is what I've been trying to relive our stress with these past 18 months or so. Chill me out like. Even get a shout out from my American You Tuber on this particular clip!!

Slim, are you thinking of Alex Di Rocco?? No mention of Van Der Ark, Zola, D'Jaffo and Dadi either!!! I feel Stavrum for my time span deserves a mention.

Arnason and Heikkinen at their best would have been a great centre back pairing for us.

I absolutely ADORE this Aussie Gal. Her most recent album 'Depth Of Field' is probably in my Top Ten Albums of all time.

Given my point in Summer Transfer Chat thread what is our all time Foreign XI??

My school friend Gareth is Technical Director at the Ghanaian based soccer academy 'Right To Dream'. I could pass on his details to Deek and Doc for the African scene seems quite good nowadays compared with 15 to 20 years ago. Gareth has produced a lot of talent most going to Scandinavia but one or two have been pushed towards Manchester City like. I actually think they have some link with most recent Premiership champions.

I see that piece Big Al shared highlights a lot of potential new foreign recruits. Do folk really think it might be time to add a bit more 'culture' to our ranks?? I don't want to be going back to the days of Nikola Vujadinovic and Davide Grassi as exotic as their surnames sounded!!

I've been to eleven matches this season and really should have been at Easter Road second time around and Tynecastle a week or two ago had we been feeling myself. There was a ten year hiatus between 1997-2007 where we didn't attend any games for various reasons. It was only when we played Dnipro at Home that I started attending games more regularly. If my calculation is correct I've been to 234 matches in total over said 17 year year period. SIROKI BRIJEG (H) 1-1, APOLLON LIMASSOL (H) 2-1, PARTICK THISTLE (H) 1-0, HAMILTON ACADEMICAL (H) 2-0, DUNDEE (H) 2-1, ROSS COUNTY (H) 2-1, ST.JOHNSTONE (H) 3-0, KILMARNOCK (H) 3-1, HIBERNIAN (H) 4-1, MOTHERWELL (H) 0-2 and HIBERNIAN (A) 0-1.

I've also had my picture with Jamie Langfield on second floor of Union Square Shopping Centre, Nicky Weaver before Motherwell Away in August 2013, Shay Logan at Paisley St.James' train station and Ryan Christie morning after he scored against Siroki Brijeg!!! Really want one with Big Arnie and Adam Rooney though. My two favourite players of recent times.

I get why people want to finish second this season or any other campaign but all I'm really bothered about is having a bit of variety with some European games each year. I've touched on this subject before briefly yet think my overall feelings are because the way we look at our club nowadays is so different from what one was like before one's Mam died. Yours truly attended a game where Adam Rooney scored a hat-trick against St.Johnstone in September 2017. There were a couple of minutes left in match and barring a complete collapse we'd collect available three points quite comfortably. Well referee didn't give us a free-kick on edge of Saints 18 yard box and there were so many people getting up to offer their disgust and I remember thinking; "Calm down guys you're giving me a headache!!!" It's a mammoth effort travelling those 180 miles North and back again with literally having just one side of your body working with a brain injury to boot too. I'm currently struggling regarding bizarre suicidal thoughts and have been reaching out to local services to deal with said issue. I was suppose to visit Easter Road in February but decided I just didn't wanna go. I'm not sure whether it was the fact I'd be seeing my heroes play same side for a third time in four months or what. In many ways we felt as if we'd let the boys down that afternoon. I just want to watch my team without any expectations but with as much diversity as possible and be proud of them in the process. So I think from now on I'll try and watch the lads play at Pittodrie at least once each season against the eight other sides outside Old Firm plus cup ties and continental commitments and hope fellow supporters don't think less of me.

I'm just not convinced we're up to finishing in 'Top Three' so be honest when voting.

I've never had a great desire to have a Tattoo myself and just don't understand the fascination with them generally speaking. Discuss.